Its hard to believe that my 31st year is coming to a close 4 days from now. For the past 4 birthdays, I have hoped with every birthday that the next year would be the year I got better. Unfortunately the year of 31 has left me getting sicker beyond anything I could have imagined. I’m so… Continue reading 365 days
Its hard to believe 3 whole years have passed since we got married. So much has happened but at the same time so much still feels the same. Sean is my rock, my lantern, my night train, a soft hand when everything else feels jagged and burning. He is steady and grounded when I am… Continue reading its always you & me
I remember: I remember the first time I ate too much and threw up. I did it when ever I thought I had been mean to someone. I remember the first time I held a razor in my hands and slowly dragged it across my skin. I dissacociated and woke up with 50 cuts on… Continue reading I remember.
I have been oscillating as of late between being ok with where things are at in my life and then all of sudden really not ok. Although I have been sick for a few years, things have taken a sharp detour off the tracks for the past 5 months and I am dealing with some… Continue reading learning the language of letting go.